Heloo To all bloggers who read my blog,
I feel like you are drifting away from me. Our love is not as strong as we get together.
Ever since you lost 2 important people in your life, you started drift yourself in your own world
I tried everything to let you move on with my help, but you kept thinking about them.
Instead of always talking about us, you kept talking about the lost you have.
I understand you fully. I tried my best to let you move on, yet you still talk about it
It is not that i do not like, it's just that i do not want it to bother your mind anymore.
You do not even know what my heart is feeling now. I feel sad,hurtful.
We only go out once but you went out with other guys a lot.
What am i to you? What have i done wrong? What did i do that make me feel this way?
I do not think your friends is the original culprits of our downfall. I found out that it is me.
It is me who make my relationship change like this.You dont know, i was waiting for you to go out with me.
Everyday i keep asking myself, "when we both going to go out?" Planned but nothing happens.
In the end, you said "Ohh sorry baby, i cant :( I am going out with my friends"
I feel so down. My heart and my eyes felt my own tears flowing down my cheek.
But i kept it strong. I said we can go out anytime. But, my heart say different.
I said i am fine with it, but actually i was not fine with it. I want you to keep your friendship.
Instead of me, controlling you and do not allow you to go out.
Am i more suitable for you, going out once, or you be with other guys who have a lot of time going out with you.
If you really want to have a very good boyfriend, who can go out with you,can take care of you and stuff, go ahead. I will just live my life like that. You do not need a husband who cry and whimper over small things.
If our relationship keep on going down like this, i have no choice to end it. I am really going to end it
Its you choice baby.
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Biar Cinta Kita, Tumbuh Harum Mewangi Dan Dunia Menjadi Saksinya
Untuk Apap Kita Membuang-buang Waktu, Dengan Kata-kata Perpisahan
Demi Cinta Kita,Aku Akan Menjaga Cinta Kita, Yang Telah Kita Bina
Walau Hari Terus Berganti Hari Lagi,Cinta Kita Abadi Selamanya- This Lyrics Is my key to our relationship.


I love you with All My Heart! ♥♥♥ We are going 3 Months!! I am not going to lose to other guys.
I'll make sure our relationship stay strong with this lyrics keep repeating on my head. I live and make our relationship Longer with this lyrics. Thank you Zahara Fernan Wijaya For Enduring and Loving Me For this 3 Months. I promise you we will stay long with god's Will, I will! xoxo ♥♥♥ 13 March 2011 ♥♥♥ Our Purple Love Story




Peace Out ♥ 13 March 2011 ♥