Heloo To all bloggers who read my blog,


In the morning,first i do is play habbo -.-"


Got nothing to do HAHAHAHA


Gt no anime to watch waiting for new manga to come out


Or some interesting anime to watch.... Or maybe a korean drama


Ahh GOD IM BORED!!!!


Actually I dont know what you suppose to say O.O But i got some question in mind...
1) Do you still love me? (i knw it is innappropriate but sorry for asking just want to know)
2)I want to know... Will you forgive me for my mistakes?
3)I just want to keep this one-sided... I dont want to disturb your future... I know u forgotten about me... 
Dont answer at twitter please answer my chatbox 

Heloo To all bloggers who read my blog,


Yo peeps :D


Ive been playing habbo LOLS!!!!


Got nothing to do :P


School reopen soo which is BTSS=Bedok Town Secondary School


I got 17 points for my N Level Results A lot of 3's and 4's


I expect better results,especially for my MATHS and SCIENCE and POA


Damn it lah!!!


If u see this..... Means u have seen all my post previously..... And to think of it.... I dont know what to do
I mean i cant talk to you i cant do anything to you.... I just want you to..... to.... -sigh- Whats the use....
I Have hurt you hard... What makes me think that i can have u? well thats remained unquestioned to me.... Im just a coward I will just leave you alone..................

Heloo To all bloggers who read my blog,


Finish reading bakuman manga till the latest


Its very interesting cant wait for the next one


Well, ntg happen just the usual day of boring


Well results is getting closer im feel excited!!!!


As for that person


I love you,even though we didnt talk and we not even together....... hopefully yet

Heloo To all bloggers who read my blog,


Ahh today so boring


Results are coming and left 10 more days


Haizz..... if i get bad results i got no choice but i know i have done all my very best


So hope the days travel fast and i want at least 15 points


At least..... I cant fail now


A quote "Failure can bring you success"

Dear ________,


I am sorry for what i did last year. I know it is not easy for you to forgive me but i myself could not forgive for my own action. I want to say i have regain my feelings for you after all this while. I feel like an idiot.... i want to confess to you and say i love you soooooooooooooooo much and i miss you the same way. But yet, i can't do it cause you have move on long time ago.... I look at our past and realised how important you are to me and i want hear your voice saying i love you to me again.... I want our relationship.... I really regretted what i did to you..... I really do.... But what can i do? i cant message you i cant meet you i cant even talk to you or say hi.... I feel so bad and kept thinking "why i act so irrational" STUPID OF ME!!!!.... i feel like crying typing this. I always feel happy when im with you buton the 6th of May 2009 i create my biggest mistake and make it worst every day till our relationship turn into dust. My anger took over me cause i think for myself but not you cause you were having exams that time and i was laid back and only thinking about loving. I made a mistake... I want to message you but im totally scared that your brother might call me again... My biggest fear is ur brother and rejection from you again.... I really love you... Really do.... I amke sure i take care of you properly cause i want you to do the breaking.... I felt that i have done a lot of heart-breaking and your one is the most biggest one... I want to be with you.... But as i kept thinking of that,if i do be with you.... I feel i have taken your prideful freedom..... even though i will give you ur absolute freedom but im just scared.... I miss you and i really love you... I wish we could meet even if it is just a few minutes... At least i want to see you again


Done by,


Nizam Yusoff

Heloo To all bloggers who read my blog,


Haiz very bored this days


Results is within 11 days and im losing confidence


I wish someone could give me some confidence.....


Haizz...... Time to go back reading mangas byebye


I love you,_______________!

Heloo To all bloggers who read my blog,


Yo people i was reading old emails i send and it took me 3 times to just look at this email


I feel that i really did something wrong here


I feel like rewriting this letter back to the person that i wanna send but


This email is last year email.....Ohh god..


Here is the email :-


Hi *****,in this letter im going to tell you all my secrets that i have kept by myself during our * months * days relationship.


Actually,at first sight,when i look at ur pic,i wanna puke and i was thinking OMG!!!! this is my girl? Holy Shit.


As the days gone by,i realised that looks is not that important.I was so heart-broken when u ask for break.


It was a hurting thing to do and i have no choice but to accept ur decision.I was sooo sooo sad that i nearly didnt talk to fara.


Then,i got interested with a girl(the pic that u saw at my phone).


I dont know why i like her,but i still love u a lot.Then when u send that letter of remebering our monthversary,
I ask for stead back trying to forget about her.


But everyday i kept seeing her and i was thinking of breaking until that day i really decided to break up.It only last 1 day.Then i was desperate so i stead with u again.


Then as year 2008 when pass and reach 2009,i and her have stronger bonds and i was thinking of meeting you that firdaus and saufi suggest that i should meet you.My heart was pumping fast and then when i met u i was so nervous that i even can t move myself.


I keep looking at you,always make jokes etc.Then the 2nd meet,i planned to play with them and to "action" a bit but i dont why i decided not to play.i was quite lovey-dovey that time.And lastly,i send a confession letter(not asking for stead)to let go that feelings of mine to her
and thats mostly the reason i break up with you for last time to not break ur heart since u dont what happen to my life and idk urs also.


Well i am angry with you this whole may because i really hate ur attitude this days u seem to change straight away after the break up.Well,most probably u wanna move on so i dont mind but u really no nid to show that attitude.I know that u wont understand this but i know how it feels like.


Nowadays,i kept thinking of you and always thinking of the past. I JUST CANT SIMPLY MOVE ON I JUST A NEED A CERTAIN SOMEONE TO BE WITH ME but i think u had move on and abandoned ur feelings towards me soooo i just gonna leave all my feelings in this letter. I Love you ******** ********* 


*i shall edit some words cause its hard to understand 


Done By,
Nizam




As i read this email i feel more regretful sending this and now im falling in love with her back but she is nowhere in sight. All i can do is wait and wait and wait...

Heloo To all bloggers who read my blog,


I found something interesting in my blog that i send to someone


as i read i found this and find it interesting


i'm sorry if i have made you angry, worried or cry last time. you'll always be in my heart.


and in my heart, you'll always be a guy who is sweet, funny, and nice.


you're the guy whom i have been looking for, but i'm stupid enough let you go


Well now,this person that said this has moved on more than 1 year ago 


And as i read her mail i feel that if i would send her this mail back to her 


Will i get her back?


Or something bad will happen?


Haizz..... i surely do miss her now 


I dont dare to confess to her cause i have painstakingly hurt her


I have 0% chance of getting her back 


This is the only place i can tell what i feel


I Love you,i Miss you