Heloo To all bloggers who read my blog,


Yo people i was reading old emails i send and it took me 3 times to just look at this email


I feel that i really did something wrong here


I feel like rewriting this letter back to the person that i wanna send but


This email is last year email.....Ohh god..


Here is the email :-


Hi *****,in this letter im going to tell you all my secrets that i have kept by myself during our * months * days relationship.


Actually,at first sight,when i look at ur pic,i wanna puke and i was thinking OMG!!!! this is my girl? Holy Shit.


As the days gone by,i realised that looks is not that important.I was so heart-broken when u ask for break.


It was a hurting thing to do and i have no choice but to accept ur decision.I was sooo sooo sad that i nearly didnt talk to fara.


Then,i got interested with a girl(the pic that u saw at my phone).


I dont know why i like her,but i still love u a lot.Then when u send that letter of remebering our monthversary,
I ask for stead back trying to forget about her.


But everyday i kept seeing her and i was thinking of breaking until that day i really decided to break up.It only last 1 day.Then i was desperate so i stead with u again.


Then as year 2008 when pass and reach 2009,i and her have stronger bonds and i was thinking of meeting you that firdaus and saufi suggest that i should meet you.My heart was pumping fast and then when i met u i was so nervous that i even can t move myself.


I keep looking at you,always make jokes etc.Then the 2nd meet,i planned to play with them and to "action" a bit but i dont why i decided not to play.i was quite lovey-dovey that time.And lastly,i send a confession letter(not asking for stead)to let go that feelings of mine to her
and thats mostly the reason i break up with you for last time to not break ur heart since u dont what happen to my life and idk urs also.


Well i am angry with you this whole may because i really hate ur attitude this days u seem to change straight away after the break up.Well,most probably u wanna move on so i dont mind but u really no nid to show that attitude.I know that u wont understand this but i know how it feels like.


Nowadays,i kept thinking of you and always thinking of the past. I JUST CANT SIMPLY MOVE ON I JUST A NEED A CERTAIN SOMEONE TO BE WITH ME but i think u had move on and abandoned ur feelings towards me soooo i just gonna leave all my feelings in this letter. I Love you ******** ********* 


*i shall edit some words cause its hard to understand 


Done By,
Nizam




As i read this email i feel more regretful sending this and now im falling in love with her back but she is nowhere in sight. All i can do is wait and wait and wait...