Dear ________,


I am sorry for what i did last year. I know it is not easy for you to forgive me but i myself could not forgive for my own action. I want to say i have regain my feelings for you after all this while. I feel like an idiot.... i want to confess to you and say i love you soooooooooooooooo much and i miss you the same way. But yet, i can't do it cause you have move on long time ago.... I look at our past and realised how important you are to me and i want hear your voice saying i love you to me again.... I want our relationship.... I really regretted what i did to you..... I really do.... But what can i do? i cant message you i cant meet you i cant even talk to you or say hi.... I feel so bad and kept thinking "why i act so irrational" STUPID OF ME!!!!.... i feel like crying typing this. I always feel happy when im with you buton the 6th of May 2009 i create my biggest mistake and make it worst every day till our relationship turn into dust. My anger took over me cause i think for myself but not you cause you were having exams that time and i was laid back and only thinking about loving. I made a mistake... I want to message you but im totally scared that your brother might call me again... My biggest fear is ur brother and rejection from you again.... I really love you... Really do.... I amke sure i take care of you properly cause i want you to do the breaking.... I felt that i have done a lot of heart-breaking and your one is the most biggest one... I want to be with you.... But as i kept thinking of that,if i do be with you.... I feel i have taken your prideful freedom..... even though i will give you ur absolute freedom but im just scared.... I miss you and i really love you... I wish we could meet even if it is just a few minutes... At least i want to see you again


Done by,


Nizam Yusoff